This blog is stupid. Nobody reads this. Nobody cares for your opinion. You are not attractive. Your dreams are silly. You will never be a writer. You will never be successful. Think about how you talk to yourself everyday. Do you compliment your appearance? Do you compliment your achievements? Do you motivate yourself to reach…… Continue reading Who Do YOU Think you are? Negative Self-Talk And Success over Sadness
Recently, I have been caught in this spiral of a motivational up and down. Mostly down, let’s be honest. Fitness has been a part of my life for a very long time, until it wasn’t anymore. It was something that I shared a common interest in with my father. Going for runs, racing together and…… Continue reading Why You’re Doing This For Yourself, And Yourself Only
I am sick. I am fainting, holding on to the paramedic so I don’t hit the ground face-first. Crying, not because I am in physical pain – but I am causing trouble for my family, again. The next time I set foot into a hospital, I’ll sit in an ambulance. No way I am ever…… Continue reading The Puppet
It is done. Today, I officially finished my first 10 k in 6 years! I think that the feeling of pride will set in if I am not so damn tired anymore. I finished around 1:10 and when I did that, I was furious. That’s how the mind up there works, I finished my first longer…… Continue reading Mind Games and Finish Lines
Literally, you have been nice and tried to talk them away. They won’t leave. It’s time for some action. It’s raining outside and I am cold. There you go, suck in the air that smells of cliché and bad RomComs. The weather outside reflects my current mood perfectly. I am in this state of mind…… Continue reading How to Kick your Demons in the Face
I had a weird weekend. Maybe you read my last post from yesterday. Yes, it’s true. I am battling with depression and I am not doing that great at the moment. It’s an up and down and I cannot predict whether it is going to be one or the other tomorrow. Today’s Sunday. Sunday is pretty much the…… Continue reading Run for Cover – Post-5k and How’s she Doing?
Hello there! I just survived the first week of Summer Term! I wanted to write something on that topic, but I am at Uni until 6 pm 4 days a week and working the rest of the remaining time. So let’s just say I am a bit exhausted. I actually completed my first point from my…… Continue reading It’s a bit painful – Run for Cover 6 Week Update